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Thirty
02:45
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As you’re growing old
Your friends will come and go
Everything goes by
Quicker than it did before
The harder you hold on
The more it slips through your fingers
Remember everything we said we’d do together
Nothing much has changed
Except for all the greys
Where does it go next?
I’m trying my fucking best
At least at this speed
I won’t be dying alone in bed
I’m not scared of wasting my only life
When I’m with you
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2. |
Palliative Care
04:55
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It’s never easy to say goodbye
Spent thirty-six sore hours
Waiting by your bedside
I hope you know I’m sorry
I let you down
Checked in on your parents
They’re doing okay
Nothing we can do
To make you more comfortable
The bitter taste of coffee
In this dimly lit room
Is nothing compared
To the suffering you’ve been though
Collapsing to my knees
I held your hands so softly
Prayed that you would sleep through
This nightmare of an ending
I whispered in your ear
I told you it was okay
Go back to sleep
Try not to fight it
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Pacemaker
03:17
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You feel your sins crawling on your back
You died before, now we can’t relax
I saw you clawing through the hall
Your blood was on the floor
I can’t believe I felt sorry for you
But I don’t anymore
You’ve been through it all
Your teeth are black and gold
At least by your account
You did it to yourself
You turned away our help
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4. |
Jaune
03:18
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How many times can a year bring you down?
It sucks you think you deserve this
You’ve had some real bad luck
But you picked yourself back up
Fuck this year and all that weight on your shoulders
I’ve got a belly full of milk and five missing teeth
Nothing’s ever by the book
I saw you cry when you opened the letter
I said that I bet that things will get better
Fuck this year; it’s because of you things got better
You convinced me to wait out the weather
Through all the dark, you gave me light
We worked through the pain
Now everything’s alright
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5. |
Homebody
05:17
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I had so many things that I wanted to say
You came back to my room
And you wanted to stay
But it wasn’t for me
It was because of the rain
Let’s stay inside today
We’ll watch the weather through the window
I can’t stand to leave my room
I can’t stand to face your family
So we stay
Maybe we’ll get something done for once
As I regain the tiniest bit of my confidence
You take it away
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6. |
Touch Me I Hate Fire
04:21
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Don’t go home yet
Everybody wants you here
Spend a little more time
Drink a little more wine
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7. |
Black Sands
03:13
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Stop the car please
I want to take your photograph
While the light’s still good
I haven’t seen the sun
For four or five long days
It’s making me stupid
I haven’t seen you smile
For four or five long days
It’s making me even more stupid
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Pen Name Canterbury, UK
Pen Name are a 4-piece emo/punk band from Kent, in the vein of Sport, American Football, Mineral, Benton Falls, Unwed Sailor, and Toe.
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